I honestly cannot believe that it has been over eight months since I was last here on LJ. I haven't even read a single piece of fanfiction in this entire time either. I know that everyone has hard times happen in their life, and of course I'm no exception, but damn... It feels like my life has been used a cutting board. I'm hoping to get back into this, even it is just slowly and there is some wishful thinking that I won't be shunned away!